Abortion Story

A woman has never told me[                                                   ]. Funny as it may be, I feel a[                                                        ]. Scheduling time to have sex, names (t[                                                                           ]. Men ca[            ]. This is[              ]. Psychoanalysis is not a sufficient method of explaining[                                                                                                              ]. He's known me for nine years, [                                                            ]. By "one at a time" [                                       ]. But don't get it twisted,[                                                   ]. My white nights render my ability [                                                                      ]. In comparison, sensitivity becomes a wea[                                                                                 ]. Fueled by various [                                     

Does it make me a man to have never thought about a miscarriage?

The previous paragra[                                          ]. Since then, I have written nothing and [                                                                              ]. Men are three to four times more likely to get a pil[                                                                                                        ]. Thus, we have our re[                                        ]. If the diaper part isn't clear enough (potent[                                                                                            ]. The imperative thought inspired here lies mostly in[                                                                                                       ]. Instead, we have Red and I, both tw[                                                                       ]. Somewhere, there's a maddening spectrum of humility [                                                                                                         ]. Red's fit, [                      ].

I have also never bef[                                           ]. Crushed by its sole, intent[                                                       ]. And the [                  ]! (by t[          ]. From where did I receive t[                                                      ]. "Insight" may be a misnomer, having had it b[                                                                                         ].

I open a book of[                                  ]. I search desperatel[                                      ]. It's difficult to recontex[                                                    ]. Que[        ]? Something le[                          ]. It's difficult to ignore the fact that it is much easier and [                                                                                                                          ].

Red and I went out to g[                                                                                             ]. Joining us were three[                                                                                        ]. She's gorgeous, but beyond th[                                                                                                                    ]. One of them, a name similar t[                                                                                                                     ]. While Red was talking to Cane's fri[                                                                                                                                            ]?" 

Red, I've never had such a hard time articulat[                                                                                                                                                                                         ]. I care about you deeply, but have b[                                                                                                                                            ]. My relationships tend t[                                                                                            ]. You are pregnant, and I feel responsible,[                                                                                                                                                                     ]. Thank God this w[                                                                ]. I don't know whether to tell you that I can no lon[                                                                                                                                                                                                         ]. Jealousy rises when I see you givi[                                                                                                                                         ]. Where [                         ]? Where ca[                                 ]?

Many potential [                                                                ]. The first of which, a primitive, socially-a[                                                                                                                                                                            ]. Another, having trained myself out of such boyish in[                                                                                                                                                                                                             ]. Considering my people please, I had to land somewhere in between, somewhere that woul[                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ]. I let him know, quietly so as [                                                                                                                            ]." 

Author Note: Words weren't able to articulate my ever so mascul[ine experience, so I got rid of them as well. Red (because you had red hair), thank you for your grace].

Lukas Wood